Tuesday, December 7 ' ♥
blogged at; 8:12 PM
I dunno what's happening to me these few months..i've been aimlessly wondering about, yet to settle down. Not just that, i've been back-slidding wothout me noticing. What, after all these months i'm actually back-slidding? I didn't realise the consequences of it until last sun when my youth ldr discussed it during the cell group. Back-slidding isn't something good, it means that i'm actually moving further and further away from God. Which is not good! It may be the doing of the devil or maybe also the faith that i have in God. Maybe i dun have that much faith as my other church members, maybe the trust in God is fading away without me realising it. Is it me or the devil's taking me away from God? I dun have that desire, that anticipation for God. I admit that i've changed, i took things for granted. I took blessings that God gave me for granted. I was able to get into the main team because He answered my prayer which i took for granted. I didn't thank Him for that. I dun wish to keep any distance away from God anymore. I want to be the closest to Him. But, can i? It takes actions than just words to make this come true. I need much more faith to take this BIG step forward. I know i can, but i dunno how to. But, i believe that God has the answer to it and so i'll leave it all to Him to decide for me. I've dedicated my everything to Him, my life, my friends, my family. Because i know, He's a Great God.Labels: Great God
