Sometimes i feel constraint, i feel loss, i feel insecure. Because i dunno how you feel, i dunno what or how to make you feel better or less angry. I'm always guessing, not always feeling secured. You said you can give me that security and i'll always be safe with you. But, i realised it isn't this case anymore. We're drifting further and further apart. I dunno what to do, neither can i do anything to make this better because in the first place, i dun even understand you. I dun even know you well enough. Maybe it's time to stop and slow down to think carefully abt this relationship. Is it going to be a tough one or should we just end this well and be normal friends? It's tough i know, but i dun know what to do. Sometimes i'm afraid of the wrong decisions that i make that caused the awkwardness among us, i feel useless, i feel loss. Tell me, what should i do? Forget abt it, or to face it bravely and admit to him that there's really something wrong abt this relationship and try to change or solve the problem. I'm scared, i'm afraid but i believe by facing it bravely, things will change for the better, let's hope so.

Labels: Bravery