Maybe you're right, we're weak you guys are strong. I don't want to be strong neither do i want to be weak. I just want to be myself. All these pretentious stuffs are irritating and disgusting. I feel disgusted, i feel ashamed. Not because of just my actions but the way i present myself to you, the way you respond to it. I can't be the perfect person that you're looking for, i am just the way i am. If you can't accept it, the off i go. There's no point staying any longer. I thought of that before but i thought things would change gradually but no, nothing's changed. I didn't change. I know i don't do things well, efficient like you guys did in the past. Well, that just proves to you guys that we're not as the same standard you guys had. You guys were efficient, strong and united but consider the fact that maybe the generation after you guys has many other problems that you guys didn't face. I'm not pushing blame but i just want to voice out the difficulties that we face. You guys bonded well because you guys spent much more time than we did. We want to be bonded like you guys but honestly how can we be as bonded as you guys when we ourselves have so much to handle? Honestly speaking it's not the girls' fault. We wanted to fit in so much but take the performance as an eg. They merely asked us to be back-up dancers without considering whether we want it or not. To them, we're just supposed to take orders from them. Then what for bonding tgr when i know that they treat us just like dogs? I can't stand the sight of them looking down and i can't stand their snobbish attitude. So what if we're girls, doesn't mean that we can't dance right? Don't think you know how to dance very well and just give us that stupid look, wipe it off and i'll show you what we girls can do! Just you wait, one day someone would do that back to you!

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