Why am i in promisedland? This question seems to puzzle me a lot. Ytd wasn't really a good day i guess? Prayer meeting had an awkward atmosphere, it seemed so..empty. Yeah, me and the others felt it. It wasn't what it used to be..couldn't find an explanation to this. Had some thoughts going through my head as my youth leader asked us some questions. Why am i in promisedland? Why not other churches? I really couildn't give him an answer straight, i was hesitating just what kind of answer should i give or what is the right answer? Yeah, since young im already in promisedland but is that the answer to the question why i'm in promisedland? I thought about it and figured most of it and came to a conclusion that maybe the real reason i'm at promisedland would be what one of them said, God put me here. And the reason for God putting me here..to preach the gospel and to make disciples. That's what the Bible says and what i should be doing. Many things had happened this few weeks and made me think quite a bit..i was too sensitive. Being sensitive was alright but over sensitive could really make me think otherwise or even feel unhappy over certain things. I guess i need to stop being over sensitive and look forward to the future. That's the right path that i need to take. To those i've hurt, I'm sorry. I didn't really think about how you felt but now, i guess i'll be happy and carefree..no more thinking or feeling!:D

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